Bunny Rabbit

I pulled into the driveway and there was a bunny rabbit ... right in front of the gate, in the front yard, just where Spooky is usually lying, watching the street.

Momma, it really was very, very cute ... and you and I would have loved seeing it and talking about it.

Oh Momma.

I was driving home from a killer day at work just exhausted and thinking that I could hardly think straight ... and then thinking in only a few minutes I'll be at your graveside ... and then it hit me, like a sword in the heart, like a punch in the gut, like a sudden loss of everything that inside me keeps me together ... you're gone ... gone ... not here ... not here ...

Oh God

Oh Momma

Oh thy Will be Done Oh Lord

But Oh God

Oh God

Oh God ....