Today is April 22
8 months since you left this world Momma
I just sent to the lawyer my response to her draft of the final report for probate
August 22 Momma you left this world
why oh why
why not ... fair enough o lord
But God
Oh God
Oh God
It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts
ok Lord I'm sitting here feeling my feelings and oh God ...
honestly ...
oh god I can't even say it
It just hurts so much
like
like
like what
like nails through hands
like nails through feet
like a spear in the side
like a spear in the heart
like what
like my Momma missed her Momma
like my Momma missed her Dad
like they missed their Mommas and their fathers
like everyone has missed their Moms and Dads
like we all miss at omse level our Father Adam and Mother Eve
like we all miss You O Lord
like we all miss you oh Mary 2nd Eve Holy Mother of God
Oh God
I miss my Momma so much
so much
so much
oh God
it hurts so much
Oh God
I love you God Jesus Lord Jesus I need you so much so much so much.
God it hurts so much.
So much.
Here ... here in the midst of the Tomb that is Life
Here in the midst of Holy Saturday
Here and Now
Here and Now in You O Lord
in You
In You
My only HOpe
My only Hope O Lord
My only Hope
You
Only You
You Lord Jesus You are All in All
You Alone
Alone into the Alone
Alone into Your Alone
You Alone
You Alone
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