Friday, November 30, 2007

Loneliness ... Again ...

I'm sitting here watching TV ... and feeling this horrible, horrible sense of utter loneliness ... I look at Mom's chair ... and she's not there ... she's gone ... gone ...

Oh God Oh God Oh God ...

Of course it probably doesn't help that I'm watching, off & on, On the Beach, http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0219224/ the 2000 remake of the 1959 classic. According to the IMDb comments, this is an even more powerful but also even more depressing movie than the original.

I didn't go to see a movie today ... which saved some on $$$ but also probably contributed to this horrible feeling of emptiness & loneliness ...

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